Fragrance
It is amazing what God can teach us through little everyday
ordeals. Today I found myself standing, frustrated, and staring condescendingly
at a small glass perfume container. The large gemstone that usually sat proudly
on top, no longer furnished its sheik exterior. Furthermore, once found, it
adamantly refused to be put back in its place. I lingered there, looking at the
bottle with grim dissatisfaction. Luckily (before I decided to waste my time attempting
to superglue it back on) I realized that the gaudy plastic stone meant
absolutely nothing to me. Surprise! It was a sudden fit of clarity that reminded me how
little the stone mattered in comparison to what was inside the bottle. I had hardly
bought the perfume for its container, or the ornaments on it. I had, in fact,
purchased if for the sweet smelling contents.
I smiled at my own
foolishness as I threw the rock out. How often do I judge even myself on my
outside appearance, or my presentation of myself? I am so careful to make good
impressions; to be considerate and not to insult anyone. Why do I care so much
what people think? If people are around me I hope it is for my inner sweetness,
and the light of Christ in me, pouring out when it is needed. That they find
pleasure in who I am, under all the pretense on the outside. Not to say I don’t
need an outside, any more than my perfume doesn’t need a container, but it is
useless if what is inside isn’t sweet and of far less importance.
This led me to another
thought, if I could no longer access the perfume inside; should the mechanism
break, the entire thing would be no use to me. If the sweetness inside is no
longer accessible to me in any way (no matter how pretty the exterior), I would
have no further use for it. It would still be perfume; however it would be
making no more difference than undrinkable water in a jar. This idea is mirrored in many places
in the Bible (ex. Matt 5:13-14, 23, John 15:2). This is something we need to be
wary of in our own lives! We need to remain in God, and Him in us (John 15:4)
and let our life shine as a light for others (Matt 5:16).
God forgive me, I know how often I sit before you
showing you that same presence I show others, like some silly useless plastic
rock, when all you desire is the sweet fragrance of my praise when I finally
open up to you! May my life be like the perfume Mary poured on your feet, giving
all as a sweet fragrance to you!
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